Losting my memory of childhood.
A few days ago, there was a big national holiday chu-seok. When I was a kid, I liked these national holidays. I don’t have any special reasons. I just loved trivial things like helping mother, playing together outside, and so on. But these things just remain in my head. many things are changing, and I’m pretty gloomy.
When I was kid, I was happy in that days, if my mom was with me. Whenever my mom shopped for food the holiday before, I went with her in any case. Beside my mother, I could do whatever. So I was not complain like lifting heavy things, doing errand, and fring. During came back home, when my mother complimented me, I was not hard at all. I even felt of proud. But now, after I got compliment, I don’t feel proud anymore. Is the reason why I become grown-up?
When I was a kid, there weren’t computer and TV having many channels. When we gathered in a place, we went to hill together or played in playground. But these days, when we gather in a place, we just say “hi” or “Long time no see”, and that’s all. After that, some watch TV, some play computer, and some even go out.
Actually, my mother and aunts changed. In the past, there was much delicious food. Of course, many is not always good, but it’s too far. They buy only needed things. One day We made song-pyeon in chu-seok. But it is not anymore. They buy a little in shop of rice-cake. It looks comfortable, and the rice-cake is very delicious. But I can’t feel these things any more.
When I was a kid, holiday is very happy day without reasons. But all thins is changing. I feel like that comfortable and practical modern society is depriving our memories. What a sad! Can we go back that days?