We broke up about 1month ago.  When I looked around classroom, I was able to feel many things. I was sick of loneliness cause of situation and rainy weather. ‘Oh! I didn’t bring umbrella.’ I felt be depressed. When we were together, my exboyfriend took me to the home in a rainy day all the times. I looked down to check my cell phone. No messages. No calls.  Before we broke up, he have called and send text to me several times a day. So I missed him much. I saw the watch on the wall.  It was almost 4 p.m. We broke up on september 4th, which of course is horrible timing for me. Anyway,  I still have a lot of the heartach and it never abated