The weather is getting cold. I’m in the library. Although time is close mid-night. There are so many people in here because final exam is coming. As other students, I have a lot of stuff to study. I can’t concentrate to study today. I don’t know why, but I stay in the library until now. That’s why I’m under uneasiness at the result of the exam. I became a slave of a high grade without my knowledge. When I left the army, I thought that I could rise to any occasion. As a student, the important thing that I should do is to stud hard and get a good grade. However, I was frustrated to my score last semester. Although I had passion for studying, I was week in English basic. Now I think about the intermediate conversation class that I took last semester. I was always frustrated whenever I attended the class. I couldn’t any speak because I had a fear speaking. In those days, I envied one woman. I thought she spoke in fluent and polished English. Because of her, I was frustrated and spurred by her English speech. I became her friend by chance. She is so kind, so sometimes she helped me studying English. Yesterday (because time is over when I write now) was her birthday. However, I couldn’t say happy birthday to her because I couldn’t see her. Nowadays, she is studying for transfer exam. Now I look back into this year, I really thanks to her. I want to congratulate her birthday, so I’m writing it. Of course, she doesn’t read it. Ha Ha Ha… why don’t you try giving thanks to someone at this year-end?