It’s been a long time to meet my close friends since this term started in my university. I  went and saw my friends last Sunday, at that time I believed that I’ll be exiced and happy. However, I came back my home eariler with a long face. I didn’t know why I felt depressed. On my way to home I thought step by step to find out some causes. First, I couldn’t  share with their topics and some hot issues because I hadn’t  any sympathy. When they enjoyed the time  with a big laugh, I never felt pleasure. Also, I especially realized my shabby appearance on that day. They all had a slim figure and looked splendid by wearing pretty clothes and luxury accessaries etc. Before, I used to make a boast of my friends’ good looking, but  I compared myself with them even though I didn’t wnat to do that.

  The way of thinking that I regard myself as poor and low quality is absolutely wrong. Nevertheless, I sometimes think about me like the way these days. It looks to me, I have to look up a plan to get rid of stresses and something to interest in my life. I think that one of the best methods is to learn about new field that I didn’t experienced yet.