My Stupid Days
I’ve spent gloomy and sad days since last week. Nothing happened to me, so I needn’t to be sad or spent tearful days, but I couldn’t calm myself. Eventually, I put off several things what I had to, and I was just sleeping. I tried to change my gloomy feelings, so I ran or listened music or went to watch movie with my friends, but my feeing wasn’t changed. It was terrible, and I wanted to hide somewhere. I started to think about problems. What’s wrong with me? Finally, I found a problem. Actually, I got stress because of my sister’s wedding. When my first sister got married two years ago, I was sad inside for few days. At that time, I wasn’t used to parting, and I realized that I am not still used to parting with my sister. I’m youngest chid in my family, so I depended on my sisters. My sisters’ wedding is good event for my home, and I’m praying for her beautiful life, but in deep mind, I’ve been afraid of being alone. It’s so stupid thought, isn’t it?
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Maybe I agree with you a little bit, because I think it’s terrible the life without my sister. but I recommend you don’t think like that you don’t lose your sister but obtain one brother. ^^ I have an older sister, so I hope see my sister’s husband ASAP.
I can understand your feeling. I got the same experience long time ago. I am elder, so i don’t older sister. But I have an aunt. She lived together, so when she married, I was so sad. But that’s OK. Your feeling will be better soon. and Remember God is always with you.