I met a friend I’ve known for a long time last Friday night. She is also a senior in her university, so we hardly ever get togerther with each other because of busy schedule this term. we have always not only same thinking but also similar appearance since high school student. However, we have different major as well as some interests at present. Even though now we haven’t look alike anymore, I felt peaceful and comfortable atmosphere with her at that time, on the other hand, I could true think over what we have done by touching with her. She is really a diligent and energetic person. She can speak English fluently although her major doesn’t related to English. During we have a meal, suddenly she answered the phone with English. To tell the truth, I felt that ‘how miserable I am.’ by realizing myself that I was envious of her. Although every person has each special talents, a full of efforts make the person successful. I reviewed myself with this as a turning point. I’m relly enjoying studing English, but I can’t speak confidently about my efforts. One of the most difficult things is to control myself.