My first love
I have had many one way loves since I was an elementary school student. Now Evenryone think I am very outgoing, a little bit naughty, and talkative girl. But BELIEVE ME! I am very shy girl. I should leave my lovers because of such a personality. Especially I had a bad character to my lover. I couldn’t be kind to person who I liked, as just young boys bother the girls who they likd. Anyway, I have many oneway love, but I remember a one as a my first love.
I didn’t belive saying the love of the first sight. Maybe I never had those love. My love is like drizzling rain. I met him in the church. His first impression is not bad. He had pretty eyes. At first, I just like to meet him without anyreason. When I go toward him to meet, may be there is the chrch, I unconsciously had a big smile. Sometimes, when he was kind to other girls I was very gloomy all day. There are some change to my life. Actually, I don’t like going to church, but after I met him, I went to church on everyweekends.
When I remember at ont thing now, there is the most important things. That is on the way going to school. After some months, I become a high school student. Luckily I go to the school next to his school. From the first time, I hope to meet him with palpitation. And then we met by chance. I find out where he live, when he leave, and how to going to school in the many ways. So I go toward the time, the place, and the way. Sometimes I think myself “You look too fool! You hadn’t better such a behavior!” But I can’t stand my smile during on the way.
As for the end, I can’t ask that I want to be your girlfriend. I didn’t have any courage. At that time, I am too shy. Why do I do that? Now I didn’t keep in touch with him and other acquaintance related with the time. So I don’t know how does he live these days. Anyway whenever I take on the bus using when I was a high school, I recall him with that palpitation. I often walk the street, when I was with him, I remember those feeling and shames. I miss. How does he live? I hope I meet him by chance someday.