Mid-term exam was finished yesterday. It was so hard time to me. Subjects are getting difficult more and more and I feel I couldn’t catch up with them. I know I have to study hard, but I’m not sure I’m getting better. Even I don’t know whether I have achieved something since I came to university. At times, I feel I am static at past. I want to feel like I accomplished something but nowadays I haven’t felt that kind of feelings. Far from it, I’m destressed by so many works to do and disappoint myself who can’t deal with them all. Maybe I have to find something to make me cheer up.