Have you seen this movie? Love Actually is one of my favorite movies. I bought DVD a few weeks ago to keep it and watch it whenever I want. I’ve seen it more than five or six times already, but the story is still moving. I have never been bored.

The movie is about Christmas. Everybody has been excited about the big day for about a month . As I experienced, People living in the U.S.A, Canada, and England prepare for the day as soon as celebrating Thanksgiving Day in late November. I can see that through the movie as well. The big day is more about spending time with thier family which is a little different from ours, but there is still common value in terms of being with people we love. People are just happy and enjoy themselves only because Christmas is coming. Telling a girl who is your best friend’s wife that you love her would be a very stupid idea, but the movie says it’s ok only because it’s Christmas, and everyone seems to be forgiving. What I really like the most is about a young boy who is in love with a young girl. At first, I liked his story because he was adorable, but it was not everything. He seems to be too young to fall in love with somebody ,but his being in love is very real and serious. He shows the power of love by playing the drums which is a childlike way of expressing his real feelings

Christmas already passed on three months ago, but I am already waiting for the day hoping to happen something miraculous. This movie truly makes me touched no matter how often I watch it. I think it’s worth buying our favorite movies even though there are many internet sites providing free movies.

 When i had been high school student, I listened British Rock at first time.. and I thought that It’s my style!

British Rock is category of Rock and made in UK. Theirs atomospere is gloomy. and phantasms. representative of  Radiohead,Muse,Keane. Many people Know Radiohead that band alway change their’s Music Style.. So They have a lot of Fan .Keane is insteads of guitar , using piano. So they can make Softly sound, and Muse is very very gloomy and powerful band. Muse’s Vocalist, Mattew have Special voice.. 

This holidays, I went to the camp for freshman. That was a collition club event that I’m attached. It was the same with ‘Sae-Teo’ in Korean University. My club is Catholic club. All activitis of my club are very interesting. It can make a wide human-relations because of the collition’s feature, and people in club are all good person. There were many programs for three days. So, we learned many teachings during the camp. At second day, we saw four animations about people that are treated distantly in our society, for example, matters of disabled people, a foreign worker and so on. And we did ‘Dae-Dong’ playing. It’s Korean traditional playing. Then, we finally had a party time! (It’s my favorate thing^^)

Camp for freshman with many Catholic university students was impressive and pleasant. I’m so happy to get many things!

I have chubby cheeks. Sometimes my friends said ” Your cheeks looks like have candies.” Whenever I heard that I was detemine to go on a diet. But thesedays I ate snack much than before.

  It’s spring and sweet weather excite my appetite. I really want hollow cheeks, even if it looks painful sometimes.

  I’ll go on a diet!!!!!

    I picked the CD that is listened to my childhood. such as, usher, jon b, babyface and blackstreet were being enjoyable ,at that time. Have you ever listened to this kind of song , not like korean R&B? You can feel it true mind of their soul . i listened to soul music at 11years old ,for first time. so far, i have listened to music from rock to Jazz. music make me wake some imagination up.sometimes, i could remember some of the memoir through listening to music. so, this is my precious fortune. when i was in middle school, i dreamed of being a musician. so someday, i’ll stand up Grammy Awards.i also prepared ridiculous winner’ comment. now i found that song like frank sinatra. come and you join me?

 

 

Yesterday is April fool’s day. It’s the day everyone become a liar. When I was a student(of middle&high school), we all became a liar. My friends and I changed the class with a senior for deceiving teachers. Also, we used to sit on chairs with changing their direction(for instance, with turning back). And to my friend, I lied the teacher called her to a teacher’s room. There were many lies amusing people.

But, these days, April fool’s day isn’t like a April fool’s day. Lying text messages in cell phone doesn’t occur any more. Because we are growing older. Sometimes, I miss these playing that we used to do when we were young.

Everybody learns something in their entire life . As  I am a part of everybody , I am always studying wether I like it or not in my whole life. This is what I want to talk about. If you have no choice but to do it , why would you do it happily? It seems easy , but doing things enjoyfully is not that simple matter even if most of people would know that it is right to do. For instace, let’s look back on what I have been doing from friday night up  to now. Frankly speaking, I haven’t done anything related with study,and  even I didn’t clean up my messy desk and the floor that my clothings have been  exhibited as if cicada comes from the  pupa. What a loser I am! How can I be called a student? I am so ashamed to confess what person I am. I want to be different! If so,how can I be changed?

I need to restart my resolutions up again. It’s been about a month that I have not kept my resolutions. To maintain my goals, I need to somethindg that can wake me up mentally  and boost my energy. Best thing that I can think of is giving  presents for myself. It could be ridiculous, but I bet and I hope it will work. Presenting myself when each goal is accomplished. Then, I could feel more sarisfied and get some power to maintain to go further.

I will stat right after finishing this writing! My mid-resolutions has just started! I am going to be whole new person. from tonight. I am not a loser any more.

Have you ever read “butterfly” written by Jeon Kyoung-Rin? I read it by accident on Friday. It is written for women and It has a great picture every pages. There are 20, 25, 30, 33, 40 years old women’s life and love in the book. Among them, I’m touched 20 years old women’s part. Because the writer explained very well. So I sympathized. Especially, I like this sentence “Even if everything is unclear, you don’t need to be sad. Because it’s right of people who is 20 years old.” It consoled me for my anguish. Actually, I’m worrying about my future. Because I can’t predict anything about my future. But, now, I’m relieved. I realized life can’t be predicted. If anyone worry about your unsure future or want to know women’s life and love, read this book! It’s helpful.

I have an American friend. His name is Thomas, He was my teacher when I studied English conversation at Institute on winter vacation. He’s really outgoing, so we became a friend easily, even though I am so shy. But, he quitted his job in February. He wanted to travel in Australia in March, and go back to America in April. So, I didn’t see him for a month, I just contacted him on the Internet. But, he called me, so I met him with some friends on Friday night. I had a dinner, and drank. He told me his trip, and invited me and my friends to his hometown, Las Vegas. Actually, I didn’t spend a long time that day because it was too late. But, I was really glad to see him, and I hope he will have a great time in America. 

  If you want to know whether your boyfriend or girlfriend is a spouse or not, you can do napkin fortune-telling for fun. In the beginning, break a napkin in ten pieces, which are long shape. After that, roll up the pieces of napkin separately. While someone is holding these pieces, choose two pieces, tie them, and repeat that four times more. When you’re done, someone hold these pieces in the opposite direction. Then, choose two pieces, tie them, and repeat that four time more. Finally, someone sets it free, check how it’s shape looks like. If you get a big circle, he or she is your spouse. If you get two binding circles, it means just lovers. If you get three binding circles, it means a love triangle. If you get many circles, it is not good divination sign. The probablity of one big circle is one to fifty. In my experience with my friends, it worked like magic. I don’t know why, but you can enjoy this fortune-telling.

 Today, after school, I came back to home, and I found a letter on my desk. I was surprised, and I hoped it will be from my friend, Kyung-min. In January, he joined the military. Now he’s serving in the Navy. About two weeks ago, he called me, and let me know his news. After the call, I sent a letter to him. I hoped he will recieve it well because whenever I sent letters to my friends, it didn’t go well. In this reason, when I found the letter, my heart fluttered. I thought even if e-mail will have great development, the letters won’t disappear. Writing a letter, mailing it, waiting for it, and recieving it give us happiness, which is different from using e-mail. That’s why people  still write letters.

Sometimes I worry about my future and wonder what I am going to do after I graduate. Actually, I want to be an interpreter but I am not sure if I have the right talents and traits to become a good interpreter. I am so shy and not really good at speak loud in front of many people. The more I become to think it will be hard for me, the more passion I feel inside myself. I like learning English. I think it sounds beautiful and have a lot more sophisticated meanings than Korean do. I just feel happy and interesting when I am learning or studying English. I believe that the passion and love for English I have is enough, but I think I should have more confidence and faith in my dream.   

Sometimes I worry about my future and wonder what I am going to do after I graduate. Actually, I want to be an interpreter but I am not sure if I have the right talents and traits to become a good interpreter. I am so shy and not really good at speak loud in front of many people. The more I become to think it will be hard for me, the more passion I feel inside myself. I like learning English. I think it sounds beautiful and have a lot more sophisticated meanings than Korean do. I just feel happy and interesting when I am learning or studying English. I believe that the passion and love for English I have is enough, but I think I should have more confidence and faith in my dream.   

 

Yesterday, my small group had party for freshman. So we drank Soju and beer. But my feeling was not good. I caught cold. I had got a fever. So I was eating Ssang hwa tang and medicine, before I went to party. When I arrived that,  I was along with freshman. They were pleased with this party. I was very happy, too. After we drank, we went to karaoke. But I couldn’t spend long time. I was very tired and sick. So, I came out first. I was very missing.

when I was a first year in high school. I met a girl. Actually I had heard about her before I met her. Someone said she was s trouble maker. She smoked, drunk, and even liked riding a motorcycle. So I had a prejudice to her. One day, I had a chance to talk with her about now and the future. I was surprised. Because she was maturer than any other students about the some age. She already decided to her route, and she also had a dream same with me, lawyer.

  After the time, we became good friend. I liked her very much, so I didn’t like that she smoked and drunk especially rode a motorcycle. Riding motorcycle without a helmet is really difficult. But sometime she enjoyed riding a motorcycle without a helmet. I asked her to quit riding a motorcycle. Whenever I asked her, she answered just “Yes”. But she didn’t quit anything.

  Finally, when I was a second year in high school, during vacation, she died cause of car acident. At that time she didn’t have helmet but her motorcycle clashed with a car. She died on the spot.

  After she died, I was depressed for a long time. I couldn’t sleep and eat for few days. Sometimes I dream about her until nowadays. I miss her so much, and I hope we’ll meet again in the heaven.

I live in the dormitory in campus. Living in a dorm room is not so uncomfotrable, actually it’s pretty comfortable to live there. Anyway, I came home this weekend to just relax myself and take some rest. I made a list of the food I would want to eat, but as soon as I arrived home, all I did is just sleeping. I slept whole morning and then I had lunch and I slept again. How come is it possible? I usually don’t sleep much but coming home, all I really want is just to sleep! Well. I guess I was too tired during weekdays but didn’t even noticed it.

Three weeks away from freedom and I’m not sure if I want freedom at all
I enjoy the stressfulness of sleepless nights

I enjoy the relief after a hard exam, either when I nailed it or not

I enjoy the midnight chats with my friends that are basically just consist of one topic “I hate exam”

The problem is, I lost the passion of studying. I left it behind when I moved up to the Jounior year. So now what I do is, faking the enjoyment of all of those things. I want it back, I want to feel it, I don’t want it to ever go away.

I used to like drinking milk. I uaually held a nurser tho drink milk. I refused to eat weaning food. I just wanted to drink milk. My mother said to me ” It was very serious. Because you had to eat weaning food. Milk was not enough for yuor nutrition.” however, when I was 4years old, I had an accident. An unexpected thing happened to me. I bit the teat, do the teat had a very big hole. I didn’t realize, because I was too young to know that. The milk poured into my mouth. After, I had an attack of indigestion. I vomitted whenever I ate some food. At midnight I went to the hospital. the doctor said to m mother ” she has to be looked after for about 1month. But I was hospitalized for 2months. Actually I couldn’t remember all things. After that i couldn’t drink milk ,and I couldn’t eat dairy products as well. If I dadn’t milk, I might not have hurt my stomach. I think if I had drunk a lot of milk, I would taller than now. 

 April is Spring.. and Today is holiday But!! cold and Cloudy..Like a winter. Sky is glay, I don’t see nobody in street. I think that they don’t want to go outside Because Weather is Worst and Listen to music at home. At Rainy day I used to think many things…such as my past and present my shape and future and have negative thinkings. i don’t know about why i had this mind.